like first name

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

is this you as well

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Today I felt like starting

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

"Put a blanket."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

yeah

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

was it worth it

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

fw

i really havent

lol

so an active mazelike process