you cannot feed someone truth

no longer writing in the third person

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Today I felt like starting

as in

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

not their contents

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

autonomy of learning

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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but really the thing should be autonomous

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the site i am dreaming

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so the method has to be autonomous

wait what is that

and the fake qualifier

or never left