I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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autonomy of learning

is this you as well

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

isaac

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ion

ahnaf abrar

i understand

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

what do you think my name is

plato

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

you cannot feed someone truth

i want to do that too

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetises a pin

as in

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i was tempted to lie about my name

send link

i love it here

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It's

dusk

...

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos