It Will Get Lighter

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

magnetisation/form

yes

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

all that is to say

as in

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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but really the thing should be autonomous

i really havent

isaac

its good short few pages

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i was tempted to lie about my name

and the fake qualifier