something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain

IWGD

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Today I felt like starting

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Style

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Picture

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It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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