way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

like first name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I am below everything.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Style

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

was it worth it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

Thank you, Jack

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i understand