a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
hiding from the rain
no longer writing in the third person
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.in a post. I want to be remembered
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
"Put a blanket."