Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
it is hopeful
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Today I felt like starting
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
"Put a blanket."
but really the thing should be autonomous
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
division of reality is straying away from it
autonomy of learning