hiding from the rain


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Worse Lift

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

It Will Get Lighter

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Rain, starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

no longer writing in the third person

i really havent

which magnetises chains of pins

was it worth it

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

December 2025

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

bro i read nothing in my life

"Put a blanket."

whats your name?

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i have read not even 1 book

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
what do you think my name is

Today I felt like starting


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