was it worth it

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hiding from the rain

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

autonomy of learning

in a post. I want to be remembered

like first name

what do you think my name is

so the method has to be autonomous

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

we can only engage in such a way

idk

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

send your tumblr

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"