no i haven't really read anything

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

currently

hiding from the rain

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate

Better Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

no longer writing in the third person

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

1

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

feel you

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

plato