a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

your feed looks like my tumblr

i have read not even 1 book

not their contents

i understand

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

or never left

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

ahnaf abrar

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its performative

plato

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

all that is to say

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

so at the end

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

what do you mean

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

but really the thing should be autonomous

lol

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

but i respect your search

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

It Will Get Lighter

bro i read nothing in my life