i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that looks like my instagram account

isaac

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

thank you

god being the centre magnet

idk

like magnets

yeah

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

or never left

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

barren land

magnetises a pin

isaac newton

was it worth it

abrar?

much more tactility

i want to do that too

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Today I felt like starting


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

feel you

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hiding from the rain

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.