Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Rain, starting

"Put a blanket."

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Better Lift

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Can I see

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I am below everything.


yes

currently

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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