Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
It Will Get Lighter
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Slug
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
2 (actually index). two is company
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion,
and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be
processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your
subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
It Will Get Lighter
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i
want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game
engine
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
