no longer writing in the third person

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

all that is to say

and the fake qualifier

fw

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

send your tumblr

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

i dont understand magnetisation

i have read not even 1 book

i was tempted to lie about my name

i love it here

barren land

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

ion

lol

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i want to do that too

isaac newton

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

plato

propensity within someone

lol yea

so the method has to be autonomous


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

or never left