bro i read nothing in my life
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
no longer writing in the third person
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
division of reality is straying away from it
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
so the method has to be autonomous
you cannot feed someone truth
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
we can only engage in such a way
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
so at the end
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.