i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

is this you as well

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

December 2025

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

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and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

I Write Goodbye Letter

send link

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way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.



Lift Analysis

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

lol

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we can only engage in such a way

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

so the method has to be autonomous


all that is to say

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying


i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation