a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Rain, starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

hello reader,

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

or never left

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i love it here

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

you cannot feed someone truth

i was tempted to lie about my name

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

its good short few pages

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

as in

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I am below everything.