Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

currently

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

bro i read nothing in my life

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

which magnetises chains of pins

yeah

abrar?

so an active mazelike process

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

your feed looks like my tumblr

god being the centre magnet

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

idk

like first name

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i understand

i have read not even 1 book

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

feel you

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

whats your name?

have you read

i was tempted to lie about my name

that looks like my instagram account

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

send link

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

lol

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason