it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

really i want the internet

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

but really the thing should be autonomous

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

in a post. I want to be remembered

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

It Will Get Lighter


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Lift Analysis


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


Windrush Art Kid Oligarch