i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

god being the centre magnet

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

its good

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i was tempted to lie about my name

plato

whats your name?

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

as in

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

its good

and the fake qualifier

we need to be deconstructing our identities

plato

is this you as well

i have read not even 1 book

have you read

your feed looks like my tumblr

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

But seriously, thank you, Jack

we can only engage in such a way

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.