okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
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i have read not even 1 book
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
all that is to say
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
propensity within someone
much more tactility
December 2025
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
your feed looks like my tumblr
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15