Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

but i respect your search

so the method has to be autonomous

Better Lift

you cannot feed someone truth

Worse Lift

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so an active mazelike process

propensity within someone

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

its performative

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

magnetisation/form

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

in a post. I want to be remembered

It's

dusk

not their contents

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