i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

hiding from the rain

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It Will Get Lighter

Today I felt like starting


Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it



lol yea

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

division of reality is straying away from it

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate