I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

ahnaf abrar

abrar?

i want to do that too

was it worth it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

It Will Get Lighter

not their contents

like first name

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its performative

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

the site i am dreaming

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you cannot feed someone truth

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