I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

idk

so the method has to be autonomous

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

is this you as well

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

abrar?

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

what do you mean

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

lol

all that is to say

its performative

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

division of reality is straying away from it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like first name

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but really the thing should be autonomous
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

no i haven't really read anything