i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

lol

i dont understand magnetisation

whats your name?

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

so an active mazelike process

i love it here

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

what do you think my name is

i was tempted to lie about my name

that looks like my instagram account

no like which do people call me

i want to do that too

your feed looks like my tumblr

plato

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

feel you


kind of mythopoesis

ahnaf abrar

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Rain, starting

fw

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books