"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

like magnets

i have read not even 1 book

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so an active mazelike process

magnetisation/form

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

idk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

your feed looks like my tumblr

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

so at the end

god being the centre magnet

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

plato

was it worth it

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

and the fake qualifier

lol yea

have you read

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

its good

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate