feel you

i really havent

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

fw

its performative

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

magnetisation/form

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

ahnaf abrar

you cannot feed someone truth

the site i am dreaming

i see a website

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

was it worth it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Today I felt like starting

bro i read nothing in my life

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.