in a post. I want to be remembered
really i want the internet
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
we can only engage in such a way
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
all that is to say
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
what do you mean
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so the method has to be autonomous
we need to be deconstructing our identities
bro i read nothing in my life
which magnetises chains of pins
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
was it worth it
feel you
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
i dont understand magnetisation
magnetisation/form
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
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that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
i really havent