ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Rain, starting

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kind of mythopoesis

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

the site i am dreaming

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i have read not even 1 book

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


isaac newton

Today I felt like starting

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!