it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
idk
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
much more tactility
barren land
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
lol yea
like magnets
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.autonomy of learning
plato
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
whats your name?
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
was it worth it
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
isaac
thank you
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
its performative
its good short few pages