Worse Lift

Better Lift

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

It Will Get Lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

it is hopeful

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

so the method has to be autonomous

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation/form

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

in a post. I want to be remembered

no longer writing in the third person

not their contents