i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

lol yea

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

what do you think my name is

no like which do people call me

is this you as well

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i was tempted to lie about my name

i love it here

It Will Get Lighter


i want to do that too

much more tactility

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

so the method has to be autonomous

...

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

was it worth it

i see a website

13, H, grate