i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it is hopeful

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that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

have you read

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

what do you mean

IWGD

its good

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

but i respect your search

is this you as well

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.