mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

I am below everything.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

we can only engage in such a way

Rain, starting

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i really havent

wait what is that

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

have you read

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

It Will Get Lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter