like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

like first name

feel you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

abrar?

we need to be deconstructing our identities

no like which do people call me

i want to do that too

is everyoneback on tumblr now

its good

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

you cannot feed someone truth


so the method has to be autonomous

brb i will read and reply sincerely


it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Lift Analysis

all that is to say

autonomy of learning

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

magnetisation/form

is this you as well

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

kind of mythopoesis

...

hello reader,

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

It Will Get Lighter