And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

wait what is that

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i really havent

so at the end

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

autonomy of learning

so an active mazelike process

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

it is hopeful

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the site i am dreaming

you cannot feed someone truth

whats your name?

i dont understand magnetisation

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


god being the centre magnet

in a post. I want to be remembered

December 2025