Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
bro i read nothing in my life
autonomy of learning
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
was it worth it
i really havent
like first name
i really havent
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
not their contents
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
it is hopeful
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
sorry i am texting like a slav
idk
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
ion
propensity within someone
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people