okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i see a website

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

kind of mythopoesis

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but really the thing should be autonomous

Picture

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Today I felt like starting

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

13, H, grate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

really i want the internet