A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

so the method has to be autonomous

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

autonomy of learning

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain

i love it here

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

lol yea

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

your feed looks like my tumblr

idk

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

that looks like my instagram account

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i have read not even 1 book

or never left

was it worth it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

is everyoneback on tumblr now

its good

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

you cannot feed someone truth

have you read

bro i read nothing in my life

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me