propensity within someone
autonomy of learning
its good
i really havent
what do you think my name is
ahnaf abrar
i was tempted to lie about my name
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
like first name
sorry i am texting like a slav
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
thank you
its performative
magnetises a pin
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
...
i have read not even 1 book
as in
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine