The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

currently

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

It Will Get Lighter

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

bro i read nothing in my life

December 2025

send link

and the fake qualifier

thank you

Style

is this you as well

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the site i am dreaming

i really havent

yeah

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

much more tactility

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i love it here

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Better Lift

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk