Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

all that is to say

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation/form

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf abrar

bro i read nothing in my life

feel you

like first name

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

what do you think my name is

is this you as well

not their contents

i was tempted to lie about my name

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

hello reader,

so at the end

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.