yeah
autonomy of learning
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
its performative
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i have read not even 1 book
lol yea
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
all that is to say
isaac newton
god being the centre magnet
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
thank you
propensity within someone
much more tactility
Better Lift
i dont understand magnetisation
no i haven't really read anything
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i love it here
as in
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.