Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

in a post. I want to be remembered

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

13, H, grate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

isaac

its performative

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

like magnets

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

division of reality is straying away from it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i want to do that too

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

like first name

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

propensity within someone

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Better Lift

we need to be deconstructing our identities

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

magnetisation/form

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46