we need to be deconstructing our identities
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
in a post. I want to be remembered
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
."Put a blanket."
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
no longer writing in the third person
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
Better Lift
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
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