think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its performative

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bro i read nothing in my life

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

December 2025

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Lift Analysis

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

I Write Goodbye Letter

yes

Thank you, Jack

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

"Put a blanket."

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.