i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

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hiding from the rain

I Write Goodbye Letter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

in a post. I want to be remembered

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

"Put a blanket."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

currently

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me